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2011-02-14T16:54:00.001+08:00

okay quite long never blog liao so come here update a bit.. yesterday went out with the girls to marina barrage and went to suntec before going marina barrage.. went to fly kite :D i didnt fly though.. still got sun burn.. the sun so big and hot.. -.- then went to bugis eat dinner.. tomorrow going out with jess they all :D haven confirm yet the time and place =\ later going to text them..

2011-01-30T22:17:00.001+08:00

okays.. so only left with a few days before chinese new year.. im going back malaysia on friday and come back singapore by sunday.. cause choon has some project things to do in the afternoon.. i just finish finalising the UI.. which i hope i dont need to make any more changes.. tomorrow meeting didi pei him go couple lab at amk.. tomorrow got xml test also.. =3

2011-01-27T21:40:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow got Environment Presentation, cloud written test and mobile practical test.. sians.. in the middle got 3 hour break.. monday got xml test then no more lessons le ba.. i guess.. super bored la..

2011-01-25T22:56:00.002+08:00

why people can get into another relationship when they just broke up for like a few days or months? is it because they are lonely? didnt really love the other person? or just for fun? i dont understand..

what's the feeling like to have a baby young? i saw so many of my friends waiting to give birth already.. or going to get married.. what's the feeling like? i want to know..

what's the feeling like to be loved? i want to know and understand..

went for a haircut just now 8 plus.. seriously.. ~.~ super sian la.. only thing i like is that my hair is super thin.. lol.. but.... I HAVE TO TIE MY HAIR! if not its not nice! rawr! D:

counting down to chinese new year! and meeting didi.. :D

2011-01-24T23:58:00.001+08:00

suddenly so emo-ed..

2011-01-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

alrighty.. this weekend went out to shop for CLOTHES~ ^^ in the end i got more than what i thought.. hehe.. =x bought another pants at amk.. another tee to go with my coat.. today went bugis! i love die my new shoe la.. cant believe i actually bought a high heel.. LOL.. choon and keok bought the same kind but different pattern from different shop BUT mine still the highest.. lol.. mum say this year we competing with the height.. lols.. i think go grandma house tang jie going to say we so tall.. ~.~ ok la i wont complain.. just hope she and tang ge faster get married though i think my tang ge wont.. =x in the end i got 2 pants, 4 tops i think.. mum bought one top in pink and went she tried it at home.. she dont want it.. in the end pass to me.. its BRIGHT PINK.. ~.~''' oh my gosh.. x.x help bro to find his bermudas in bugis too.. my shoe's the cheapest.. but it doesnt look like its cost $15 =x haha.. anyway school work is almost done.. left presentation and testsssss.. then waiting for ONE exam and ta da.. im done with school which i dont feel like.. coz have to work.. =\ thinking of studying in the new university which will be opened next year.. but i guess i'll see how.. (: looking forward to Chinese New Year! :D left a bag which i dont know if i should go buy =3

2011-01-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

today morning miraculously i woke up early! LOL.. mum asked me last night if i want to go the park with them to 发功.. then i thought a while maybe it can help "open up" my brain so i went.. actually ah choon they all dont want to go de.. then in the end.. she wake up ask me where i going.. lols.. i say go park lor.. then nobody wanted to go but because of some reason ah choon and ah boy went in the end.. the other one.. wanted to sleep.. -.- so left her at home.. yi xi ah yi's century egg porridge was superb! woohoo! very long never eat dao this kind of porridge.. xDDD still got youtiao, wan sui, sesame oil and pepper.. woots! YUMMY! still got other food like coffee bread plus some other stuff.. hmm.. fried carrot cake, yam cake.. a spread.. xD and traditional chinese tea! :D the weather was so nice today that there was a lot of wind.. can see peeps flying kite! then we moved in to the big shelter cause started to feel the drizzle.. when we were finishing our food, suddenly a downpour! LOL.. but together with the wind.. it feels nice! :DDD how i wish the rain was longer.. haha.. after that reach home, couldnt do my coding(totally no idea how to do) helped mum with the vegetables.. -.- her hand haven recover then nobody want to help.. the stay at home one keep sleep.. dont need eat until we got home.. =.= ah boy sleeping.. another one chatting -.- so i help mum lor.. cooked dinner.. watch tv.. on com.. cook dinner and lunch until sians during the holidays.. still need help with other stuff.. -.- haix..

2011-01-07T15:27:00.002+08:00

突然间觉得自己好没用。。自己好笨。。想要帮人也无能为力。。想要帮自己。。不知道要怎么帮。。想到的东西觉得可以做却要开始时发现行不通。。一直都在同一点上原封不动。。不知道的人可能觉得我没有在做。。最近在想是不是该放弃了。。可是看到别人还在努力就不想放弃了。。又在电脑面前想啊想。。还是没结果。。如果放弃了。。就不及格了。。但是我会心甘情愿的接受。。因为我知道已经尽力了。。我是这么想的。。就像fyp一样。。但是我好想证明我能做到。。但又不能。。一直徘徊。。一直徘徊。。一直徘徊。。终究还是没有结果。。感冒一直没好。。想静下来好好的想怎么解决。。却一直被叫去做别的东西。。一直在电脑面前发呆也不是办法。。距离毕业还有多少时间呢？过完年。。考一张纸。。毕业了。。工作呢？不知道？读书？读什么科? 昨晚睡觉前想了很久。。最有兴趣的东西还是煮东西。。可是如果在外学的话。。要碰肉不能。。跟食物有关的科有多少？haix.. 做office的？做哪里好？如果asiasoft请人我一定去。。不过还得看一下他们的条件。。hanhui问过我会找怎样的工。。我回答她只要不关it的。。她问我那你读it的干什么。。很好笑吧。。我也不知道为什么会选it。。我在想当初如果我没有重考n level 直接去ite。。现在会是怎样？可能我会比现在惨吧或许我能去shatec读。。但可能不会遇到我在Nyp所认识到一直帮我的人。。一起翘课。。一起出去玩。。一起做project。。我不后悔重考n level因为他们。。好不想毕业啊。。

2011-01-05T17:20:00.003+08:00

guess im not the hardworking type.. guess im the dumb one.. everything seems so bleak.. totally no idea how to carry on.. really no hope le ma? all these happenings just make me feel more and more useless.. more and more alone.. seriously i need someone to guide me out of this mess.. i would do ANYTHING for it.. yesterday only went to sleep at 12 but i woke up at 3 cause of chest pain, sore throat and some nerves causing me pain until i couldnt sleep.. until 4 bo bian wake up and went to my parents room to wake my mum up.. she ask me go drink salt water and eat 10 tablets of spirulina.. -.- went back to bed.. but the pain is still killing me! didnt sleep even until 6.. walk around the house cause my mum ask me dont keep lie down.. drink more water.. 7 plus went to my parents room to sleep in a weird position then fell asleep until 10 wake up.. coding is once again stuck.. they gonna drag me out tonight again.. -.-!

2010-12-29T09:18:00.002+08:00

alrights.. yesterday went k session with jess, yl, joel and zhili.. nex's partyworld was full so we went to little india's.. sunday went to jurong bird park with cheryl, siok zhen, victor, wei yee, ah guang and roger and shelly.. stupid kuma no time meet up until today then reply my fb msg.. -.-''' yesterday met ah kor they all at nex also.. they go there celebrate her birthday.. we promised her a cake.. so i guess we doing it today? not sure.. yesterday not free.. lol.. tomorrow going back school to do project and comm skills.. friday meeting up jess, yuling, charlene and royston to discuss about the database also in school.. pigpig asked why i so emo from my posts in fb.. i also dont know.. LOL.. =x just realised that the songs that i chose yesterday mostly also sad de.. lols..

maybe i should stop thinking about things that will never happen.. (:

2010-12-22T18:27:00.002+08:00

ok.. my relatives went back to malaysia already on sunday.. after sending them off from bugis.. we nua at bugis until 4 plus by buying koi.. :D after that went up for bbq~ thanks korkor and all for celebrating the belated birthday (: monday went back to school to do project.. tuesday sleep until 12 then wake up.. after lunch sleep a while more.. bathe go bugis buy mummy's pressie and cake.. went bugis bought koi too while waiting for my other sister.. then go buy a bag.. no time to make the icing room cake coz parents not going for the meeting at night.. mum showed attitude.. coz i think she thinks that we forgot about her birthday.. lol.. coz this few years she complaining that we only helped dad celebrate never help her.. lol.. she didnt expect that we would buy her a bag ba.. (: today sleep until 10 plus or 8 plus.. anyway coz my mum wan me accompany her go buy sweet potato to make 汤圆 but in the end still wait for my dad then go market buy the sweet potato and vegetables.. lol.. tomorrow need to go out buy presents for yl, joel and jess.. tuesday going sing k with them and zhili.. my 腰 very pain sia.. X.X im stuck with my coding.. holiday mood already.. oh ya.. went to bugis with my 阿姨s bought a lot of clothes.. they insisted on paying sia.. x.x so my mum say the clothes keep for cny.. anyway the one and only piece that i bought myself is a new arrival.. (: so happy.. :D zhili uploaded the birthday pics already.. :D

2010-12-14T23:55:00.003+08:00

so fast and its wednesday tomorrow.. need to do notes for cloud and mobile.. scared not enough time.. need to bring my aunts and cousins around on thursday after school.. =3 going nex mall and marina bay sands.. lol.. oh well, guess i come back home and do.. =x or tomorrow night finish cloud notes.. mobile dont know what to study leh.. stupid teacher never give any tips.. -.- and he say no coding.. =\ another two days and jess will be back.. and then.. HOLIDAYS! with work to do! D: thinking if should go back school to do work leh.. dont know who want come back school also.. sunday going the bbq and sunshine plaza.. hope we have fun.. =x tomorrow going to buy presents for gift exchange and for han yan also.. this month spend so much money sia.. >< leveled up today in maple.. 46 (: higher than my audition level.. thats the only thing i can console myself.. =x wondering if i should play back audition.. =x yanning playing.. but other than that.. not much people playing liao.. or should i say only one? lol.. hmm.. die die.. i need to catch up with my sleep too.. been taking afternoon nap for the past few days when i reach home before dinner.. lol.. =3

2010-12-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

oh well.. im so tired over the weekends! D: saturday went to watch rapunzel again with jiejie at cine.. had pastamania for lunch.. went to play arcade for few rounds while waiting for jiejie but of course, im not playing (: im just watching my sis play maximum tune(guess i spelled it correctly).. sunday went out with yanning.. go plaza singapura.. had fun though.. jess messaged me while she was in the check in area on saturday but i didnt feel the vibration of my phone so replied her kind of late.. heng she still got reply one message.. guess she didnt saw the message where i wished her bon voyage.. >< hope she enjoyed herself.. luckily this week not much stuff.. tuesday staying back in school with yenleng they all to do cloud computing assignment.. not sure how to do though.. =\

2010-12-09T21:15:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's the communication skills interview thing! i scared i dont know how to answer the questions sia! T_T seriously.. haix.. pigpig pass me the white chocolate biscuit already! =x but hor.. very paiseh i haven buy and pass him his birthday present =x hehes.. im going to buy it this weekend! i swear! saturday meeting jiejie for lunch as present.. sunday meeting yanning for her celebration.. cant go cheryl's concert.. >< *fingers cross* seems busy uh? lol.. next friday got two test together.. super sian.. i dont know how to do the cloud assignment.. :( need help! D: even though teacher got send sample.. =3 oh well.. i guess i need to ask around already.. jess leaving for japan on saturday.. hope she will have fun (:

2010-12-08T21:13:00.003+08:00

yesterday went to watch a movie, resize watch and catch a elmo for jess.. lol.. i seriously regret saying go back amk hub to watch movie.. -.- should have just stayed at bishan! =x went with jess, joel and zhili(skipped lesson again =x).. reached amk only to see that there's no "Hello Strangers" that movie.. so we chose the movie that just started.. "My Soul To Take".. both jess and me covered our ears and eyes on the scary part.. ._. only jess's reaction was more exaggerating =x.. hahas.. as for the elmo, jess was lucky enough to catch a carebear on her first try.. so since she wanted the elmo, we have to get a second one.. dont know how much we spent but it was FUN! (: the uncle was also kind enough to stack up the toys inside to let us catch it.. lol.. now im writing notes, blogging, facebooking and msn-ing.. haha.. next week jess wont be in school.. hope next week dont have much things to do.. haha.. oh well, i guess i'll just stop here.. oh ya.. i cant go to cheryl and yueling concert :( need to help yanning celebrate her birthday which i didnt expect the days to crash.. >< sorry cheryl and yueling.. havent told uncle also.. =x

im still waiting for zhili to upload the pics! =x and im hoping that i have a bigger clue about something!

2010-12-05T20:40:00.001+08:00

Just wanted to say that im sorry to my friends whom i didnt chat or care for them during the party :( Thanks for everyone your gifts and wishes!

2010-12-02T20:23:00.003+08:00

today accompany my mum to renew her re-entry permit.. after that went to serangoon central to buy fruits for saturday.. going to start doing the UI.. im copying the android sdk windows to the folder in jess's eclipse.. gonna link up the pages together.. then do the screenshots and im done.. (: like finally.. yesterday went to maple a while during midnight.. just when i thought i can level i dont have enough pots -.- play halfway came out without any exp.. there's x2 exp between 9-10.. dont know if i want to go play.. haha.. but i stopped playing at around 12 plus.. but only slept at 1 plus? haha.. chat on the phone -.- something that i hadnt done for how long? erm.. half a year or more ba.. lol.. anyway the file copy finish liao.. going to start doing.. (:

2010-12-01T23:17:00.002+08:00

too tired and stressed up so came and blog.. eyes is half open blogging and doing codes.. -.- wondering if my change is a bad thing.. or i should have just stayed as the old me.. suddenly wanted to change back so that everything would still be the same.. but.. haix.. now my life is like................. dont know how to say.. ... ... ... ... somehow feel like i become the me when i was in secondary school before retaining in secondary 4? feel like im using different faces to face different people including family.. =3 i dont know lurh.. maybe this year shouldnt end so fast.. suddenly dread next year coming.. suddenly.. .. .. .. .. feel that time pass too fast.. .. suddenly realised that i did some things that i shouldnt have done.. HAIX.. .. .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . perhaps shouldnt care about anything.. just do what i should do.........

2010-11-27T14:43:00.002+08:00

just randomly finding super junior's mv in youtube.. kyuhyun is so perfect in no matter which language he sings.. chinese and english are so perfect.. lol.. love die him la.. lol.. finish with the practical add on.. going to start with the cheat sheet that mr kee finally let us bring in.. but have to give it to him on monday and only hand written.. =3 monday got three hours break again.. i dont know what to start with.. guess i'll do other stuff tomorrow.. today need to go out buy stuffs for birthday party too.. hectic week ahead.. hope everything go smoothly..

2010-11-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

im so tired! just finish with singapore history.. today xml quiz was quite easy.. tomorrow IS quiz heard is open book so i didnt study.. singapore discovery center aint that much of fun.. not much things there.. IT fair's this weekend.. need to go shopping.. i dont like this few weeks.. so many things.. hope my birthday faster come and also slow down.. -.- old so fast but i need a break.. guess i'll do the decorations myself then.. see when free then do ba..

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2010-11-22T21:56:00.003+08:00

so many things to do.. so stressed.. comm skills, xml, mobile app, environment, is.. sians.. remember wrong friday should be environment quiz instead of mobile app.. mobile app is next friday.. tomorrow come back home going to do comm skills, study xml and do the history thing! cannot be lazy geoklan!!!! x.x i dont like mobile app! stupid teacher dont let us bring in cheatsheet.. -.- SUPER DUPER SIAN! i still need to do decorations! DDD:

2010-11-21T21:10:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to town with my 2 sister and brother.. saw wan wen sort of selling stuffs.. so i bought two packets of hello panda and keok bought 2 yanyan.. lol.. and also got a free bottle of qoo! :D they giving out on the streets.. afternoon went to siyu's house to eat steamboat.. lol.. came back played maple until 9.30 then watch personal taste after that continued to maple until midnight.. this morning maple until 8.. then give my brother play.. i level 39 already.. played mc with joel.. now training at ellinia lupin there.. there's quiz this coming week.. 3 quiz continuously.. wednesday xml, thurs information security and friday mobile app.. i think mobile app will die ba.. dont know the coding.. going to try doing the practical on tuesday.. cannot go out already.. also need to start preparing for the decorations.. wednesday going discovery centre.. mum and dad will be back soon i guess.. also dont know what time they back.. now got nothing to do.. no anime to watch.. facebook lazy play the games already.. today choon ask si yi if they wanna come sg on my birthday but they also considering =\ told xiao jiu and da yi that they coming they also blur.. so funny lor.. xiang ling and ah he heard our convo with san yi they also say want come sg.. but ah ni and ah jie having exams.. so both ah yi considering only.. haix.. so sian.. today mei feng ah yi called to ask what we want for our presents.. lol.. should i ask for help with the decorations? well.. i'll just see first le ba.. tomorrow lesson's at 8..

2010-11-18T20:18:00.003+08:00

having flu, headache and fever right on the day before presentation and quiz.. reach home on the same time as mum and dad.. went to lie on the bed a while then go airport fetch boyboy.. after that come back continue sleep until dinner.. completed the slides and those submission stuff.. now only left studying for the quiz.. -.- freaking sian.. plan to play maple de but i guess cant already.. going to copy notes so that its sort of memorised into my brain.. then tomorrow during break keep studying.. if tomorrow still got headache all that going to go home after quiz lesson.. skip mobile app.. -.- super no mood to study lurh.. i also cooked the ginger with black sugar drink.. hope it works.. need to tell the others about the presentation flow..

2010-11-10T21:10:00.002+08:00

finally thought i can play maple that time, i cant.. sians.. tried for 40 minutes lo.. ._. audi sa maple server all crash was what my sis said but then jess they all can play maple? o.o perhaps i should get other stuff to distract myself? =\ maple error so weird.. haix.. go google the solution is only restart com.. =.= tried.. didnt work.. i want play! rah! now can only facebook.. =\ tomorrow need to get two setups.. lol.. maple and eclipse.. =3 today just change the antivirus in my com.. JUST BECAUSE OF MAPLE! AVG keep say maple inside got virus then no matter what i click it just disable the APP! FREAK LA! then the new antivirus keep say got malware.. but everytime i move my mouse over to the notification.. cannot press the remove thing! zzz.. SIAN DIE DE LO! my bro just told me that if got a character in maple that is over level 40 when create new character is straight away level 30.. but its only for new jobs? i dont know.. probably just a period of event.. wonder if jess they all going to create and train character in C world.. =\ well.. tomorrow go see le.. saturday going vivo watch movie.. megamind.. lol.. unexpectedly.. cause last week ask cannot go.. LOL.. wonder who else is going from HP.. haha.. oh well.. update till here ba..

2010-11-09T21:41:00.002+08:00

today went to the toy museum and the national museum for NE trip.. totally sleepy.. i almost fall asleep on the bus but thanks to the "superb" skill of the bus driver.. i couldn't.. reach home watched bai fen bai for 45 minutes and i headed to bed.. woke up to have dinner.. until now.. but eyes are closing even though i want to maple.. but i couldnt.. downloading was too long.. tried from my brother's com then the antivirus remove the stupid application and viola.. the file couldnt be used for the second time by me.. =.= dont know why today's so tired.. and this few days my nose couldnt stop sneezing.. wonder why.. =\ tomorrow and friday are going to be long days! tomorrow because of the make up lab have to stay in school until 5.. =.= friday there will be a 3 hour break.. faints.. next week got presentation for comm skills and test for cloud computing on the same day, friday! lucky next wednesday holiday.. =x toy museum is definitely more fun than national museum.. thinking if i should upload the pics that i took with my phone at the toy museum in facebook.. haha.. =x TIRED!

2010-11-07T21:50:00.003+08:00

went to amk hub just now to buy sis's shoes.. like finally.. she so ma fan.. choose this choose that.. then went to ah ma house.. settled my cake~ :D friday went to bugis to shop for clothes and then went over to town to find shoes for my sis.. but in the end didnt buy any.. people keep asking me what presents i want.. =3 its a big headache to think what i want.. then my sis said usually people buy jewellery for peoples' 21st.. x.x but for me.. i guess it should do if not just something practical.. haha.. saw a very nice blue sort of a formal top at bugis but in the end didnt buy it cause i was distracted by the tshirts that was below it.. and i regretted it seriously.. i was thinking about the shirt ever since i came back.. my sis also.. but the other one was against it.. =3 anyway i abit regret buy the tee lurh.. =.= anyway its cute.. =X (: not sure if i should get into maple again.. haha.. but anyway since even jess is playing.. i should play when i have the free time ba.. (: the white top that i bought is a bit hot lo.. but if wear to school and in air con should be ok.. its long sleeve but can be folded up.. (; so bored at home.. if only i got a sms partner.. really not used to my phone so quiet.. =\ oh ya i also saw jian wei in amk hub.. haha.. he's working..

2010-11-02T13:02:00.001+08:00

I knew it..

2010-11-02T07:54:00.002+08:00

Third week of school.. Nothing much.. today going to have a small presentation.. Gonna prepare my speech last minute again.. (:

Dont promise anyone anything unless you can do it.. Countless of aeroplanes.. Countless of broken promises.. Countless of disappointment.. Countless of empty heart appearing.. Sometimes wished i hadnt met them, if i hadnt, i wouldnt be so weak now.. i would still be the way i was with changes though if i were to go through the same things as i have even without meeting them..

Life..

Family..

Friends..

Love..

Hatred..

2010-10-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

Sch started a week already.. got to use the mac desktop lab at level 6.. this semester almost all the modules are non-examable.. not sure if its a good thing.. lol.. hmm.. got some modules the same as cheryl and ah ling.. hmm.. this semester still can say its a bit fun la.. but then hor.. keep bully the who im feeling a bit guilty lor.. coz i like sort of used him just because last year got one module i alone then that lesson sort of erm.. sit together with him but this semester become like that.. BUT he really is scary.. i sit with him also kiakia lo.. -.-''' anyways.. hope my gpa will go up.. i really dont know if i should further study or go work after i graduate.. well.. i'll just see first.. (:

2010-09-16T08:24:00.003+08:00

Finally there's a wedding dinner to go.. but i guess mum and dad need to spend a lot next weekend.. there's two dinner next week.. saturday only mum and dad are going.. sunday will have the whole family to go.. but i didnt expect to get invited.. haha.. reason wont be told here.. i last night realised that there's someone who has always stayed in my heart and has never left.. no matter if i had a bf or not i will always think of him.. i guess i'll just keep that space for him no matter what.. i know that it will take a miracle for me and him to be together.. but fate and destiny has to choose what's going to happen to me.. so.. i will keep waiting.. (: pigpig went to japan next week then will come back.. so bored without him.. no one to sms to.. dd mind only think of jio-ing samantha.. really disappoint me man.. haix.. oh well.. i already gotten used to it.. see my bills every month the least! :D pro rite.. only the plan $24 plus caller id.. lols.. anyway i confirm getting an iphone 4 next year after i get my first pay! haha! its confirm! staying at home is so bored.. yesterday go amk a while only get nagged also.. what's the point lo.. go out also get say stay at home also get nagged.. dont live lor.. then wont waste money.. =.= zoo trip's cancelled.. havent forget that i owe zhili a meal.. owe roger and keith they all a kbox session.. but when to do it? i dont know.. i'll just write in here in case i forget.. haha.. well another month of holidays.. (:

2010-07-23T19:59:00.001+08:00

cant believe next saturday is the bbq already! a month more before fyp ends.. not going kl in august already.. they changed the date so cant go.. what job to look for during the two months holiday haha.. wanna ask uncle go watch movie next sat before bbq but he never reply.. see first ba~ sorcerer's apprentice! =x or any other show.. suddenly got craving for a movie.. lol.. recently addicted to a song other than No Other-Super Junior, is the 想你的习惯 by xiao yu.. (: its nice! ok.. blog till here..

2010-07-16T22:54:00.002+08:00

uncle promised to go bbq le! haha.. and he reminded me of making a bento for him.. lols.. i totally forgot about it.. haha.. sorry uncle! =X when to give it to him.. a very good question.. haha.. (: audition is still a very good place for me hide away.. i can ignore everything and just play my own game.. it seems so difficult to find what i want.. wanna catch sorcerer's apprentice! i promised someone a long time ago that i would watch with the person.. but it seems i dont need to fulfill my promise already.. i doubt he remembers.. (: i need a way to forget everything.. perhaps.. i should just keep all my emotions DEEP DEEP DEEP inside me.. just live a day by a day.. good idea eh.. hmm.. i'll watch despicable me online.. (: yesterday just went to catch a movie with hanyan.. so funny.. (:

2010-07-13T15:52:00.003+08:00

last week dont know which day went home with pigpig.. haha.. forgot liaos.. =x saturday went in johore to eat and get some stuff from uncle soh.. then went to GIANT to walkwalk.. their mac icecream got passionfruit or mango de.. forgot.. anyway not available in sg.. haha.. also had lunch with siyu and yeye they all.. quite stressful to eat there..eat a bowl and a half of rice.. hahas.. =x thinking if i should play back audi.. =\ but i lost my skills.. pigpig ask me train back.. =3 no matter what.. play jiu hao.. the rest dont want to care.. muahaha.. project got progress le.. haha.. thursday going watch eclipse with hanyan and keok.. (: finally i get to see it.. next show: Sorcerer's Apprentice.. uncle say want watch despicable me leh.. =3 see ba~ too bored so come here post.. hehes..

2010-07-08T12:48:00.002+08:00

bored so came and update.. haha.. saturday going to have lunch with liu tai they all.. sunday going in jb find uncle soh! faints.. actually saturday want watch movie de lo.. haix.. next week then can watch eclipse with hanyan.. haha.. going to arrange it soon.. (: its friday tmr!! :D wondering if i should go find him.. but then.. feels weird? haha.. =x pigpig got throat infection.. like again.. that time he work in UOB also like that.. then still keep eat fried food.. until now still not ok.. ._. hmm.. dont know what to post le..

2010-06-30T10:49:00.002+08:00

asked cheryl to choose the skin for me.. haha.. if not always emo.. those skins i chosen she say too plain liao.. lol.. going to embed songs later at home.. haha.. very long never do this kind of things.. so lucky that changing skin is quite fast.. now for the songs.. hmm.. i forgot logins for those websites le.. =.= next week's presentation week.. got nothing to present.. haha! =x want to catch eclipse, anybody? lol.. thinking whether to go the bbq on the 31 july.. wanni is leaving the company soon.. clubbing is definitely out of question.. hmm.. uncle never go, cheryl never go, ah guang also never go.. =\ see first ba.. some more i dont know how to go east coast and back.. haha.. im hungry! =x in lab too bored.. yesterday finish off harry potter and the half blood prince.. today reading harry potter and the deathly hallows.. i already thought of the song to put in the blog.. so ya.. gonna start saving up.. uncle birthday coming.. my bro de also! =3 pigpig gone missing.. need to sms him le! dumb pig! come back school also never come find me.. haix! well post again tomorrow if there's anything! (:

2010-06-17T17:32:00.002+08:00

didi went bangkok.. im stuck in the lab doing nothing.. sat going vivo watch karate kid with company peeps.. after that have to rush off to e class.. until sun.. wonder how will next week turn out.. i've been playing games too much and my eyes hurts.. and i think im falling sick.. lol.. eyes is SO SO SO DAMN tired! fell asleep in the lab for a while.. went to get a drink and came back.. butt is also hurting =.= pigpig say will msg me in the end dont have.. stupid pigpig.. have to do the 3D effect text thing tmr..

he said something that made me hesitate.. i dont know what to answer man..

2010-06-14T21:56:00.002+08:00

is it just me? or things are just getting too complicated for me to understand? haix.. i was so looking forward to watching movies with uncle, roger they all.. but its so much to my disappointment.. even though i wanted to have fun with them the whole day.. but i just cant.. haix.. not planning ahead might be a good thing for me.. at least i wont have to think so much.. how is it that people's relationship can also get complicated when it should be a simple thing? fypj so long.. im still fbing n msning.. tomorrow should start going through the tutorials online.. see jasmine want do which software.. should i choose ps the easier one.. or the harder one? would it be bad to leave the hard one to her.. :( should i be the good one? even though i both also dont have much knowledge? hmm.. why why why?! so many whys! where's my pigpig? say want sms also didn't.. perhaps being a unfeeling person also good.. no troubles~ (: 9 more weeks before my torture ends..

how i wish i hadn't fallen into the hole.. im trying to get out before i lose myself again.. but.. there's so many considerations.. :( give me a way out.. i need a answer.. who can give me? and can that person really give me an answer? or just anyhow give me an answer just to make me feel better? will i just drop any further?

2010-06-05T18:22:00.002+08:00

went to HP's family day! had a lot of fun! didnt join in the telematch between staff.. haha.. they wanted to play pool first de but then 11 then got open and half an hour to go.. so we went to play bowling with keith, ah guang, raymond and cheryl.. hahas.. after that went down to play pool a while before going back upstairs for lunch.. after event ended keith, roger, ah guang, raymond, raj, stephy, cheryl and me went for bowling again.. i got improve lor.. ^^ first time playing for both me and cheryl.. jeffrey and ah guang teach me and cheryl how to play pool.. lol.. not bad la.. lol.. after that headed back amk and go home! uncle says he's done with the pictures.. say tomorrow then send us coz he can only finish them tonight.. wonder if there will be any unneccessary tings inside.. i bet is a clip with our pictures.. hahas.. see if i can guess it correct.. too bad he didnt came today.. =\

2010-05-31T22:53:00.003+08:00

seriously keith and roger can be very good consultant.. haha! anyway so sorry jess to ps u near 6!! >< T_T i swear i'll go main gate with you tmr! haix.. so sians lo.. whole day stay in lab.. i think im quite lucky.. both attachment and ipp not much coding to do = no coding needed.. well i not sure if its a good thing.. coz i think mobile computing needs coding.. so scary! >< well.. went back HP discover that its really quiet without us.. =x so not used to it.. hmm.. they say next batch of students are talkative so i think its still ok ba.. (: blog tomorrow in lab! :D if i have the time.. hahas..

2010-05-28T18:07:00.002+08:00

i've been sleeping the whole day! LOL.. woke up at 1 plus to eat lunch & breakfast.. a while later go back to sleep until 5+.. now uploading pictures which i should have done it last night but too lazy.. forgot to send to cheryl.. hahas.. some videos i will not upload wanna see come school find me! hahas! damn funny de lurh! if i upload im sure gonna get killed.. xD I'll MISS them definitely! well continue uploading ba.. zhili pics also haven upload.. =X tatas!

2010-05-24T22:11:00.002+08:00

ok its damn long since i posted.. lol.. hmm.. attachment ending soon.. got the sudden urge to post coz i saw something at someone's blog and made me realise.. seriously a lot of my friends are married.. lol.. baby's already like few years old.. hmm.. nvm.. i just wonder how it feels like.. left 3 days before attachment ends.. busy schedule ahead! im definitely going watch karate kid with company peeps.. hahas.. i wanna catch eclipse too! wait till yannan is back in sg before we go catch it! hahas.. sat met jess for shopping and dinner at shaw house.. after that went to catch shrek 3d with company peeps.. sun met cheryl and her friend to do some shopping too.. after that went down bugis to meet zhili.. ate mac then went to shop around for slippers.. lol.. but didnt get any and i went home.. (: seriously its damn hard for me to get shorts.. =.= tried cotton on shorts.. e smallest size also seems a bit too loose for me.. and erm.. how should i say? its short! LOL.. anyway some people keep telling me to try rebonding my hair and wear contact lenses.. lol.. one word.. WAIT.. xD

2010-05-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

hahahas.. very long never post le neh.. anyways.. attachment ending soon in another 3 weeks.. kind of miss the working life there.. but.. still have to go back to school.. today went j8 to celebrate sy's birthday.. like finally i gotta time to spend with them.. hahas.. but not all turn up.. at least still can see most of them.. if not have to wait another 3 more months before seeing everyone again.. hmm.. plans after graduation? no at all.. hahas.. had a great time.. really missed the time together.. too bad jess couldnt join us.. =\ well im enjoying my life now.. cheryl and me planned to keep disturbing HP peeps.. so that they wont forget us.. HAHAHA.. i'll make sure i'll do that.. and also REMEMBER to bring my laptop to office there let victor do! hahaha.. xD well post till here.. want go sleep le.. even though weather is SO DAMN FREAKING HOT! =.=

2010-04-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

very soon attachment is ending in another month plus.. im loving everything there.. seriously i cant bear to leave when attachment ends.. but im also missing my classmates.. going to class together.. jokes made in class.. haix.. pigpig's also going to start his tep at alexandra!! wed going to meet him go work together as well as get my LONG AWAITED CHOCOLATES! somebody said want to buy me a box of chocos.. but i doubt i'll get it.. so hopes aint that high.. (: dont even know when free.. lol.. saw the thermal grease very cute coz small small one.. so keep asking roger if i could take back home.. hahas.. he just throw into my bag.. today saw the clean laptop cloth ask victor if i should give to the customer or what he say dont need.. can bring home.. but i forgot about it.. so maybe tomorrow if i remember.. hahas.. I CANT FIND MY PENCIL BACK.. RAWR.. where the hell did it go.. =.= RAWR.. its still brand new lor.. =.= today kop jimie's pen use.. he on mc.. =x im missing everybody from school.. seems like a lot has happened! got time wan go kpo yi xia.. but i think i'll be getting good news from somebody when attachments ends.. :D so looking forward.. or maybe she will get too excited and then straight call me and tell me the news.. haha.. xD hmm.. getting late.. so i'll go sleep already.. :D

2010-04-09T22:56:00.002+08:00

workload is piling up.. very tired.. sleep not enough.. but still i love the environment there.. its like so fun.. only have time to joke around only.. now once reach office jiu sit there unless go for breaks then got leave the chair.. today do until headache.. still got so many more to go.. haix.. and people are falling sick and some went on leave.. but im so glad to be attached to that company.. :D great people over there.. haha.. anyway just blog a little.. if not once reach home from work jiu sleep already.. next week morning shift!!! finally.. lol..

2010-04-06T21:15:00.002+08:00

after two weeks of afternoon shift.. this week finally morning shift but it only lasted until today.. two person became permanent front counter so only left us girls with victor.. lol.. so 2 in the afternoon shift and 1 morning shift.. ta da.. saturday change shift.. become this week work next week no work though not confirm yet.. tomorrow if remember will confirm again.. very tired.. very sian.. a lot of units but no parts.. hmm.. glad to hear that jess is doing fine.. haha.. so interesting now the things for her.. lol.. i wanna meet up with my class peeps.. RAWR.. =\ that time didnt meet up with them.. sians.. next week i think also afternoon shift also if follow schedule.. lols.. good thing about afternoon shift dont need to squeeze the bus and train with people.. but morning shift time flies pass fast.. update till here ba.. (:

2010-03-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

second week of ipp.. doing fine.. lol.. dismantle a commercial laptop finally~.. haha.. without knowing it at first.. hmm.. life's boring.. =\ going to sleep soon.. i think.. =x anyway.. dont know what to post.. life too plain liao..

2010-03-16T21:05:00.002+08:00

second week second day.. i dont know which department to go.. anyway just see where need me then go liao lor.. now sit on the chair only butt pain liao lor.. ~.~ every morning need eat sweets to keep me awake.. going to have diabetes soon.. =.= workplace people is ok la.. but some times i just stared out of nowhere if not jiu see people do things.. i see only.. ~.~ think from the bright sight.. i learn from 3 department.. bad side.. nothing to do.. like extra.. =.= hmm.. nevermind.. if things still continue.. talk to ivan.. (:

2010-03-15T21:37:00.001+08:00

its been a week since ipp started.. went to it fair on sat.. damn crowded narh.. today i've been shifted over the screeners' side.. so im learning from 3 places.. lol.. ipaq, laptop and screeners.. lol.. report dont know how write.. but work so far is so far so good.. haha.. just sometimes especially in the morning very sian.. like today me and cheryl stare at each other eating sweets the whole morning until lunch time.. lol.. but still not that bad narh.. lol.. alrights post until here.. very tired le.. hope jess is doing fine.. ><

2010-03-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

that's the end of the first week of attachment.. (: i finally got a chance to dismantle a laptop on the last day of the week.. :D so fun la.. ipaq there also not bad.. can order parts using the gcss.. (: can play with the different ipaq.. its abit too expensive la.. if not can buy one for myself next time.. haha.. =x think too much.. have a lot of fun there.. but i seriously dont know why despite not doing much there i still feel very tired and sleepy in the morning.. feel like sleeping more but then cannot.. if not will late.. latest i have to leave house is 7.35.. then walk until bus stop take bus abt 7.45.. reach serangoon mrt about 8.. reach habourfront about 8.20-8.30.. it depends.. take bus to alexandra technopark about 20 mins.. so ya lo.. long way i know.. (: no choice la.. but i really like the environment there.. everybody chatting and hearing different songs.. haha.. still can joke.. today one guy watch sun wu kong on youtube.. =x thats all.. tomorrow going out! to it fair.. :D so looking forward.. (:

2010-03-09T20:47:00.001+08:00

second day of attachment.. so far everything's good! haha.. the people there all very friendly.. (: that's a good thing.. officer in charge also very friendly.. next week then will start hands on.. this week only theory.. so only listening to presentation from different department.. the company gave souvenirs already.. hahas.. =x anyway its fun..

2010-03-01T22:09:00.002+08:00

today sweng's paper is crap man.. wth.. cant believe i lost 10marks just like that.. after that went to ang mo kio library to slack before heading off to bugis to meet qing and help her see her stuffs.. shared a lots of tings.. really very xing teng her lor.. haix.. but there's nothing i can do.. >< 付出越多越难放下.. if its me.. i already hack him into thousand pieces also not enough to pay back.. =.= >.> anyway tomorrow going to study in school with sy they all.. (: wed last paper.. bbq and then ipp briefing and free until monday! i thought only me didnt get to fill in the resume.. ben n royston also didnt get.. lol.. most probably going small company so dont need ba.. lol.. anyway.. going to watch show le.. and i wanna buy vongola rings!!!! so cool..

2010-02-27T15:25:00.002+08:00

i wanna go for a movie! haix.. yesterday sort of throw up stuffs to somebody.. nothing happen even though i wish for one.. BUT im gonna pretend u never existed before! no matter what.. i still have to focus on my exams.. (: trying to keep it out of my mind.. really disappointed.. just let me stuck my head in a hole and avoid it ba.. i really dont want to make history repeat itself.. but it seems that it itself is.. nvm.. IPP coming~ why is it so fast? here's the spider picture..

2010-02-26T19:59:00.002+08:00

today accompany bear to sentosa and vivo.. with his brother! appearance difference very big can? =x anyway went to have brunch at sentosa palawan beach de koufu then go sit the tram one round before going back to the monorail.. haha.. after that went to the resort world there.. UNIVERSAL STUDIO! saw the globe turning.. bear went to the casino to have a look.. a pity although this year 21 BUT birthday not over leh.. =.= so cannot go in.. so went to take pictures with his brother.. (: hershey's world chocolate! other places werent up yet.. so not much things to see.. weather damn hot can? =.= after that walk around vivo for a while before leaving.. they need to get back to town to go back johore.. lol.. had lots of fun.. but im not happy.. i dont know the reason so dont ask.. monday another paper and wednesday im free! for a few days only.. =.= will start work on following monday.. >< anyway happy birthday jess! will upload the pictures up in facebook.. (:

2010-02-14T21:52:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year!!!! today first day of chinese new year.. tomorrow im going back to malaysia and come back on the same day.. afternoon then go ah ma house take ang bao.. this year money got increase so i dont plan to get them out to spend.. pigpig reminded me to go bugis street to get ang bao.. wahaha.. ^^ maybe i'll use that money.. ^^ maybe only.. kevin will only be back on wednesday.. rawr.. just now use his ah ma house de phone call me.. then tio caught.. lol.. =x then evening like that come back.. went to sleep.. lol.. too tired.. going pigpig house get ang bao also.. cannot forget.. im still waiting for his chocs.. ~.~ hmm today message a lot of people happy new year.. xD tooks pictures.. well.. the rest wait until i come back malaysia then say ba.. AND my facebook FISHES all DIE.. T______T sad die me.. only the second tank survive.. 5 years old.. i sell de exp is 1000++ almost catching up with jun da leh.. then yenleng behind me chasing after me.. D: scary narh.. and i know tomorrow sure cannot online.. so i bought the grouper.. clever me.. but then farmville i go buy back one day de plant.. sians.. ~.~ nvm continue with my fb :D

2010-02-09T14:42:00.002+08:00

ok.. a bit bored coz nothing to do so went to tp.. LOL.. erm.. so now at one of the labs in IT block of tp at level 5.. they consulting the teacher about their project.. then they actually want to prank the teacher.. LOL.. but in the end i dont want so didnt.. hahas.. =x hmm.. tomorrow after OS tutorial going suntec with jess and choon.. maybe got kevin also la.. but i dont know.. haha.. =x sians.. facebook cannot play fishville or farm country.. hmm.. CNY coming! i cant wait.. lol.. but still got a tub of jeans.. haven settle.. lol.. but then lazy.. one of keok's friend cannot recognise her while the other's can.. so funny lor.. xD and i think i accidentally spill a secret.. =XXX coz they were talking about zisheng.. then i suddenly say oh they dont know that zisheng our primary school friend uh.. =.= haha.. =X hmm.. broke le la.. this few days is spending future money.. x.x ok.. back to playing facebook.. (:

2010-02-08T20:57:00.002+08:00

okay.. presentation ended already.. after that met pigpig at south then msged my sis to see if she wants to meet me for lunch then she said ok so i left school at 12.40 like that.. then she have to wait for me a while la.. =x coz she reached earlier than me then i MISSED the bus by that one bit.. rawr! the bus was just at the traffic light and when i reached the traffic light it was green.. =.= but heng the next bus came after a while.. and my feet was like pain la.. then the right feet's big toe got blister inside a blister.. =.= very hard to believe i know.. hmm.. anyway.. after lunch me n keok reach home then choon called.. =.= asked us out.. then we went YISHUN again! =.= and i was leading them around the mall to look for accessories.. then it was like still early so went to mac to eat mcflurry before we think of where to go.. then in the end we went to woodlands.. oh ya.. i bought another bracelet.. those bigbig ones which i wanted all along.. LOL.. hahas.. then at woodlands.. my two sis bought a necklace and a bracelet each.. (: choose very long sia.. like dont know how many customers went off already we still in there.. then went home.. lol..

2010-02-07T16:54:00.002+08:00

today went to meet bear early in the morning.. ~.~ wake up at 7 and chiong out with keok.. then reach bugis mrt station just nice 8.. LOL.. he was late! rawr! plus his phone no credit.. ~.~ went to eat at the hawker centre.. i made the wrong choice lor.. ~.~ shouldnt have chose back the stall that i went with my family de.. i dont know the food there i only eat halfway then im full already.. this time also the same.. and i was damn hungry while waiting bear lor.. zzz.. nevermind.. then after that took him around to walk walk until time's up then we sent him to mrt station and he went down vivo there while we head home.. then come back cook maggie noodles eat and DA SAO CHU! cleaned the windows.. promised my mum to do it before we went out.. zzzz.. so tired now.. BUT she's gonna treat us to ROMA~! hahas.. hope it will happen la.. anyway bear's only in singapore until monday morning.. take train back KL.. wahaha.. he already know how tired he was when he came to singapore.. hahas.. too bad narh.. take the plane next time! :D

2010-02-05T22:56:00.003+08:00

alrights.. im confirmed that im going to work at company after exams.. ~.~ sian.. jj jio me out for movie during cny.. not confirm with him yet.. sian.. monday's presentation.. tomorrow meeting the group at compass point for the presentation thing.. independent marker is yarny siol.. lol.. nvms.. today very du lan.. dont want talk about it.. just wanna post something that makes me feel very proud in audi.. won a worldstar.. hmm played two rounds he still lost.. then second round couldnt screenshot coz he zao.. ~.~ pigpig says he's a noob.. but anyway.. i dont care.. x)

im really disappointed with you..

2010-02-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

Monday's final presentation.. im thinking whether i should go back to the company to see how those uncles and aunties are.. hmm.. but i dont know want when go back leh.. after cny or before? and it feels kind of weird going back like that.. contradicting.. haix.. just went to bishan's bigbig pasar malam.. not much stuffs there.. saw eumora's booth.. and the clothes there seems like 2nd hand clothes.. those girls selling there de.. the clothes looks like theirs.. lol.. bear coming sg dis weekend.. dont know can meet him a not.. haven met him before though i keep pouring "acid" over him everytime he does something.. =x but he also got pour me back so we're even.. some more he some times overdo it without knowing.. really piss me off.. haha.. hope he doesnt see this.. even if he does.. doesnt matter at all.. (: he cant do anything.. jian ren added me in facebook sia.. such a surprise.. hahas.. =x coz i never thought he would do that.. jia rui they all i also never add ma.. =x sians la.. wish there's people to jio me out next week.. haix.. oh ya.. the new cupboard came le.. really very big.. but mum hasnt decided to put our clothes or my bro's though initially is for ours de.. but its too big for our room so my parents decided to put it in my bro room temporary.. alrights update till here.. im tired.. (:

2010-02-02T18:34:00.002+08:00

so fast its february.. today watch past the fish tank make me feel like time pass so fast sia.. next month it will be me and the others inside.. =\ last friday evening go find pigpig at bugis 11 like that then reach home.. saturday and sunday went out to buy jeans.. bought a skinny jeans.. and monday went causeway to buy bracelet at minibits.. dont know what to say leh.. oh ya.. cny clothes.. almost all black.. cause top is black coat and a white singlet inside.. jeans is dark blue.. sandals is black.. lol.. sian narh..

i dont know at all..

2010-01-25T22:13:00.003+08:00

today just finish entrepreneur de presentation.. dont really know how i fare.. lol.. i only did the Q&A.. thursday another presentation for vb project.. wednesday vb quiz.. written de.. sians.. tomorrow come back then do the notes.. at night then read through if i can tahan.. still very tired.. dont know why.. keep feel like not enough sleep.. alright update till here ba.. dont know what to update le..

2010-01-17T21:54:00.001+08:00

today went to the harvey norman warehouse sale at jurong there.. bought only a mouse.. hahas.. after that went to maxwell hawker there bought ham ji pang den go bugis to shop for clothes.. each of us bought a new top for cny only my bro bought 2.. hahas.. after that went to have dinner and went home.. (:

2010-01-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

ok.. really very long never update blog le.. dont know busy with semo also.. lol.. hmm.. lets see.. hmm.. after i came back from malaysia.. busy with religious stuff plus other stuff.. then erm.. pigpig only came back when school's gonna start.. he didnt even message me when he left sg.. wth lor.. =3= (actually forgot is he go or come back.. haha.. ps.. stm..) hmm.. the stuff he promise me hor.. from last year until now.. starting of last month's holidays he say during holidays will do.. then hor.. never do.. coz last few days then come back.. then lazy dao never go shop for presents.. =3= then still got semo.. hmm.. like got a lot of things leh.. oh ya.. this time go back malaysia got go melaka.. but like not very fun leh.. took some pictures la.. but mostly is somebody's zi lian pictures.. ownself de phone take not enough still use mine.. hmm.. oh ya.. one good news is that i dont need to study during CNY! exam starts 10 days after CNY.. and thursday went to meet jun jie before going home.. hmm.. he's going overseas in april so decided to meet him up.. he will be going taiwan for his army thingy.. for about 3 wks or dont know how long.. really forgot le.. then he will be applying for poly administration for all 4 polys.. but this would be after i graduate.. haha.. mostly the courses he chose was either engineering or science related stuff.. got aerospace i think.. then maybe will also go austrailia to further his studies i think.. recently im also thinking what im gonna do after i graduate.. but then i dont know what to do leh.. haix.. not that i dont really care.. but i seriously dont know what i wanna do.. teacher? programming? i dont know.. :( really old liao sia.. haix.. so many things i want to do.. but some.. really wont come true.. haha.. nvm.. update again ba.. left 1 month to CNY!

2009-12-15T20:11:00.002+08:00

back from camp and school holiday coming le.. :D going back malaysia but dont know for how long nia.. lol.. coding stil halfway.. tomorrow got vb de test.. birthday went to changi airport.. haven take the pics from jess.. haha.. camp still ok la.. but then i now feel like days are passing very fast.. not enough time to use.. sians.. time pass so fast lor.. still wondering if i did the wrong thing.. hmm.. nvms.. chose the specialise track le.. and went down t1 to fix phone.. tmd de.. only take out my memory card put in the com and format nia.. =.= dont know what to post le.. anyway at least i can take pics again.. just put in all the songs and pics will do.. :D hmm.. post until here ba.. oh ya.. i still waiting for pigpig's choco uh.. holidays coming liaos.. (:

2009-11-25T20:42:00.002+08:00

recently quite busy.. but if u ask me busy with semo.. i dont know also.. wanna send my phone down for repair but then.. i dont know want go down alexandra rd there which is the hq or go tampines 1 de which is the outlet.. coming test got sweng de.. next weekend going to camp.. friday night to sunday evening.. today got the orientation briefing need to be tour guides.. hmm.. still got what.. hmm.. oh ya sunday went to suntec for the exhibition.. then bought few tshirts, nail polish and cosmetic stuff.. lol.. saw people wearing cosplay.. due to the defects of my phone, i couldnt take any pictures AND cant listen to songs.. x.x too harsh with my phone le.. =x haix.. maybe see next tuesday go down tampines there ba.. nearer.. dont want go until alexandra road there very far.. =x now waiting for the jonah and a unknown guy to discuss life science assignment in msn.. starting le.. medical mayhem is now the new game that the class introduced.. lol.. alrights update till here ba.. dont let my blog rot only.. (:

2009-11-17T08:54:00.002+08:00

another week passed.. today going to have a small presentation for DMID.. hmm.. entreprenuer that group still ok ba.. i guess.. haix.. nvm.. i suddenly dont know what to say.. too many things going around in my head..

isn't it a bit too late to say anymore stuffs? wat's over is over le.. there's no turning back.. dont you understand? forcing myself to smile isnt the best way after all isnt it? when will all this stuff be gone?

2009-11-13T16:52:00.003+08:00

formatted my laptop yesterday thanks to edwin.. hahas.. hmm.. after installing the graphic driver thing everything looks nicer.. lol.. i downloaded dragonica to play but then stupid program say cannot load the antihack program or dont know what anti tingy.. ._. damn pek chek la.. try two times.. and i deleted the setup file then got this error.. =.= audi trying to download.. but then not sure if it can run.. MOST IMPORTANTLY.. Visual Studio 2008 finally can work liaos!!!!! and hor my heater finally run normally le.. ^^ yesterday go that tuition centre liaos work until 10.56.. then go home.. i dont know why but i just feel that im not suitable for that job.. got a bad feeling uh.. and very easy pek chek.. i dont know why.. zzz.. saturday should i go.. if i work hor.. only can work on saturday.. monday and thursday cannot.. lesson end too late le.. saturday start at 10.20 and end at 3.. hmm.. dont know la.. see tomorrow ba.. audi better work! not compatible i want die liao.. and hor.. need start coding and do the domain model then can make the database.. going to get more busy~..

2009-11-10T20:48:00.003+08:00

officially im stuck with life science.. =.= met pigpig for lunch coz he said that i didnt pei him for breakfast.. lawls.. (you didnt call me.. rawr..) monday evening also met him.. lol.. for dinner.. ate at mac.. then later jess they all came and join.. hahas.. guess i'll just have to like life science then.. hmm.. sometimes things just get me suspicious.. not that i want to be that yi shen yi gui.. lols.. haix.. its not the first time le.. everytime after that i'll just see it.. monday is so happening.. lols.. dont wanna talk about it.. =x pigpig phone de cam damn cool la.. 12.1px still can zoom and he only know how today.. LOL.. dumb.. =x (he wont see this unless im really so suay).. haha.. should i just say im too busy to online and check things out? lol.. i really dont know what im busy with.. today jess ask wo i also dont know how answer her.. lols.. just reach home le.. eat.. bathe.. and then sleep.. lol.. really glad that the entreprenuer group are friendly people.. a pity that im the only girl in the group.. =x hmm.. the others one chinese and two malays i think.. life science de group also the same.. passport expire le.. i almost forgot.. need go do.. but that two sis of mine want do together when we cant find any time slots together unless weekend? neverminds see how.. next wed got quiz liaos..

oh ya.. happy birthday jj and jayson.. (:

2009-11-05T16:45:00.002+08:00

its the third week of school.. so fast uh.. ><>< going to change blog skin soon.. dont need this le.. (: a bit no mood.. need rush out use case description and email it to jess.. submit DMID quiz.. re-send tcher user requirement specifications and also to yl they all.. hmm.. still got what.. nvm.. will remember them somehow.. =x pigpig still haven tell wo what u want.. never tell me by the 10th nov there goes ur present.. ^^ i know you love your new phone a lot.. (:

i dont understand what's e meaning of saying that sentence after two months have passed..

2009-10-26T11:16:00.001+08:00

just log in msn only.. saw people who i hated to see the most.. haix.. rotting at library.. later then go school.. sians.. ._.

2009-10-24T15:58:00.002+08:00

started school for a week liaos.. projects coming in soon.. need to readup on the access.. x.x dont know what to type.. sians.. ._. jj going overseas to study after ns.. should be next year ba.. he already went for the open house le.. haix.. qing i dont know what happen to her.. msged her yesterday and she sounded so strange.. wanted to ask but she seems like she didnt want to talk about it.. wanted to go find her de but in the end never.. sze kiat didi went in malaysia yesterday till sunday.. oh ya.. haven link richie didi.. hahas.. =x aiya.. finally change the blogskin.. wanna change song too :D some time later ba.. couldnt find any suitable de yet.. hmm.. anyways update till here ba.. i want to get updates from pigpig too.. LOL.. so curious sia~.. :D

2009-10-16T21:41:00.003+08:00

today went to school to buy the books and also have dinner outside with my family.. actually want go yesterday but then my mum sprain tio her waist so never go.. i think today she feel better le.. =X been playing my audi noob de account.. today finally freedom liaos.. hmm.. last two days i think got chat on the phone with pigpig.. =x richie didi also got call me.. then today he go ask his stead msg me.. i still thought is him then his stead tell me only half correct.. LOL.. lame si.. she also dont know why he ask her msg me but she still msg.. funny sia they two.. xD mon start school le.. lesson start at 1.. i dont understand why need to study the digital media sia.. =x dreamweaver lor.. i want faint liaos.. my life recently getting more and more complicated uh.. haix.. dont wanna talk about it.. i also dont know why will become like that.. SIANS.. relationships are getting sucky for me le.. haix.. how can such simple relationship get until so complicated.. i shouldnt have xin ruan and give in.. HAIX.. forget it le siol.. just leave it ba.. one step at a time liao.. =\ well just put some "amazing" photos up ba.. of course is from audi de.. xD

this one is play the bp de.. =x

first time never miss and get bbu.. xD

that's all then..

i hope it never happen at all.. :(

2009-10-08T18:27:00.003+08:00

today is audi cpl de 1 month.. lol.. so fast le uhs.. =x anyways.. said i want to change my blogskin in the end never.. hahas.. see when free ba.. i also dont know change to what type of skins.. emo again ma? hmm.. stupid jun jie didi.. =x wish his birthday wont be here soon.. =x weird idea narh.. =\ i rather squeeze out my brain juice to think of a present for him though rather than going to watch that movie with him.. =x hahas.. his and pigpig de only difference of 5 days.. pigpig de present also needs some thinking.. that time heard him say want a plushie.. hmm.. pigpig see tio this post ma fan ni give wo some ideas.. thanks.. hahas.. =X sorry yesterday say want chat with you on phone de.. in the end never call or sms you.. hahas.. psps uh.. hmm.. another date with kiyoshi korkor.. had a big discovery though.. didnt expect but wasnt shocked.. coz hahas.. let's just say its a small secret between me and him.. hahas.. (: nvm.. kiyoshi korkor ask me to meet him for movie.. hmm.. wait until school starts ba.. ask me plan and he treat me.. (: shark fin's for dinner.. of coz is veg de.. hahas.. schools starting soon.. a bit bu she de and a bit of looking forward to it.. feel like going see sea again.. lols.. hmm. recently got to know some interesting peeps.. hahas.. very hesitant about some things.. but nvm.. haha.. tomorrow if i still remember will post a funny video that my bro's classmate do de.. ending a bit no link but then its funny.. xD so ya.. if i remember ya.. im still better than pigpig though.. his parapara video so long never upload.. polling also over liaos.. ask him say lazy.. ~.~ hmms.. update till here ba.. recently phone very busy.. lols.. smses keep coming in.. play audi also no time reply.. hahas.. (:

happy 1 month my audi cpl.. (:

2009-10-06T18:15:00.001+08:00

going change blogskin soon le ba.. maybe tomorrow.. electives results are out.. sians..

audi cpl going 1 month le.. (:

2009-10-05T08:16:00.002+08:00

alrights.. update on saturday ba.. mooncake festival.. hahas.. i woke up only at afternoon after than ate my favourite hashbrowns.. then prepare to go siyu's house to help make the bread sushi.. stay there until 6+ then go home.. coz was playing monopoly until forget the time.. lol.. after that changed clothes and off to hougang neighbourhood there de park.. hmm.. nothing much to do except eat and play sparkers.. oh ya.. there's a groups of kids.. should say about 13 or 14 years old de ba.. they made a fire and then throw oil in.. ~.~ keep having small explosions behind us when we were all eating there.. zzz.. then they took a video of them making those explosions.. and then they left after some time.. and there was another group older de.. when we reach there, they already made a mini campfire inside the other shelter lor.. but this group i should say.. they are suay! hahas.. i think the neighbourhood there got people made a police report about the explosions.. then when the police came.. they thought it was the older group who made those explosions so they took down their ICs and then ask them leave i think.. coz i saw some of them left.. and they were saying go home and dota.. lols.. the police stayed there quite long.. but the remaining group was still there until we left after the police went off.. hmm.. nothing much le i guess.. i didnt eat any bing pi de mooncake this year though.. :( oh ya.. yesterday went to chinatown with my family in the afternoon then come home le.. nothing much too.. secondary school kids all having exams.. different schools different paper different timing.. lol.. so weird.. hahas..

i missed my richie didi to put a smile over my face.. :( haix.. have to wait until 20 oct then can sms with him.. sadded..

i just buried it somewhere forgotten........

2009-10-01T20:56:00.004+08:00

today morning went out for breakfast feeling sleepy.. lol.. so tired.. after that went to buy vegetables at serangoon central.. then planned to buy mooncake ingredients but then.. the flour used to make mooncake de sold out.. so my mum decided not to make any.. there goes my bing pi yue bing~~ T.T even if sat got mooncake to eat im sure dont have bing pi de.. came home sleep dont know how long until it rain and then go help my mum hang the laundry.. slack again reading my xiao shuo then go help my mum blend chillies.. then blah blah blah.. lols.. the other day play audi with pigpig then he say very long never go ion liaos.. i see le almost never faint.. hahas.. then today he say he at ion in his favourite restaurant ordered a lot of food.. hahas.. ion will always remind me of that green tea.. hahas.. cannot change my impression of ion.. haha.. =X anyway school's starting on the 19th of october.. i really wish it will come quickly and not.. so contradicting.. i want it to come sooner coz im bored at home! lol.. dont want to come coz.. i cannot decide on something.. haha.. never mind.. no point thinking it now.. oh ya.. here's pigpig de hui huang record.. LOL.. special request by him to ss down and post it on my blog.. LOL..

ok.. update till here ba.. sat then will have event.. (:

我真的不知道应不应该。。

2009-09-28T07:41:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to ming xin trading company's opening at admiralty there.. lols.. thanks to the "superb" skills of dad's video taking.. i've got 9 small videos which wasted my memory space.. ~.~ its meant to be continuous de la.. i dont know why he can off the camera function and then come back and ask me how to start videoing.. =.= some more those videos that he took are short and "shaky".. tsktsktsk.. should have let my bro or who continue instead of him.. nvm.. lazy upload those short short few seconds video.. after that went bishan library borrow some books and headed home..

i dont know the reason why u wouldnt want to lose me seriously.. i cant see it..

2009-09-21T18:57:00.006+08:00

this few days went out with my family.. today went to rivervale mall coz my parents want shop around the daiso there.. after that went to have dinner before coming home.. saturday went ikea and giant at tampines there.. bought chocolate from ikea.. dark chocolate(: <3 sunday morning went to pasir ris park for small gathering until noon.. did some cycling too.. (:

why do you only come and care for me when you know you are losing me? haix.. its really right to really leave u..

2009-09-17T07:53:00.001+08:00

changed the blog song again.. coz i just feel that its this feeling for now..

i still dont know :(

2009-09-16T12:55:00.004+08:00

yesterday went to the class chalet at the costa sands.. went to see the sea for a while and played with the sands.. lol.. very hungry now.. stove no gas.. the electric one got problem dont dare to use.. x.x saturday went to the it fair.. audi want play cannot play think is the server got problem.. pigpig damn bad la.. no reply de.. x.x see this post sms or call me uh.. RAWR.. richie didi finally got msg me today.. using his fren's phone though.. his own one tio confiscate until his exams over.. omg lor.. 2 months leh.. upload some pics.. some of the crowds at suntec during the it fair.. lols.. waiting for my dad that time take de.. hahas..

oh ya.. last week my mum also tried cooking the lei cha..

my sis took de pic.. hahas.. not my bowl.. (: there's still the soup that hasnt been added yet..

should i agree to meeting you next week? i really dont know.. :( maybe i still dont have the courage to really do it.. haix.. :(

2009-09-14T02:43:00.002+08:00

tuesday can go see the sea le~ hahas.. dont know what happen to pigpig.. haix.. very long nv chat with him on phone le.. he like so busy.. :(

im just feeling so useless right now.. haix.. its time to look ahead le gl! RAWR!! sians la.. i see todat de date DAMN BLOODY EMO la~.. zzz.. thought i already forgotten le.. ****.. for the past few days dat piece of thing that i want to forget didnt appear in my mind.. ~.~ RAWR! why i so xing ruan de sia~ siao already me.. zzz

where's my richie didi to crap with me????!!!! phone get confiscated so long~!!! T______T going to listen to song later.. cant sleep again.. wth.. so many nights le.. when will it stop sia.. i dont want to get up in the middle of the night to think of stuffs le!!! i want my sleep!!! T______T

2009-09-10T15:02:00.001+08:00

the song says it all.. no mood to update..

2009-09-07T17:45:00.005+08:00

this person audi skills damn pro.. if only i got half of it.. lol.. its two different person by the way.. (:

some mvs..

maybe its just better without you. :(

2009-09-04T07:11:00.002+08:00

alright.. here to update a bit.. holidays are starting already.. 9th sept going simei to help qing with her exam.. lol.. past few days have been watching animes.. finished two of them already.. Special A and Aishiteru Ze Baby.. 23 and 26 episodes only.. last tuesday went to meet sze kiat didi at tampines.. after eating at mac went to lan shop to play for two hours.. after that my two sis and me jus went t1 to walk a bit before heading home.. coz dii have to accompany his friend go tuition.. lols.. very weird right? haha.. audi.. only play a while.. coz didnt have people to accompany play.. afternoon saw pigpig online.. but that pigpig away state.. zzz.. dont know tiam afk in audi for what.. =x ok.. there are some missing stuff that i dont wish to post.. hahas.. so.. i'll just leave it as it is.. (:

some decisions are not easy to make.. but i jus realised that the missing parts of my life are with him.. my feelings for him are real.. im used to him appearing and disappearing in my life inconsistently but im not used to not seeing him no matter in msn or real life.. even if i want to leave him.. who can be the one to stand beside me and accompany me through? i dont know.. yesterday afternoon sort of argued and throw temper at him due to some issues.. he told me sorry.. i only feel like crying after seeing his sorry.. at night msged him to remind him of his appointment with his customer at 10pm.. i woke up at 9.15 like that and msged him.. he later ask me if he was blocking my future and he was guilty.. coz i asked if we could continue.. no reply from him.. coz i said its rather the opppsite.. i feel like i was blocking his future.. haix..

2009-08-10T20:07:00.001+08:00

still cant upload photos.. blog another time ba.. gt a lot of pics to post.. just back from malaysia..

2009-08-06T11:51:00.000+08:00

rawr.. my blogger still cant post pictures.. =.= anyway.. thanks to jess and her sis, mark, jeevan and shingto im almost finishing my java.. now left with update and delete.. so im guessing that i tonight wont be sleeping early too.. slept at 3 plus last night, 7 plus wake up.. the night before was at 12 didnt do my coding was out.. the last 2 night slept at 3.30? i think.. tomorrow going to find qing at simei there to be her model.. i think i want to confirm with her again.. should finish at about 12.. after that dont know where to go.. she still got her extra lessons i think.. haix.. singapore is so damn slow.. anybody wan go anywhere? finally after tomorrow wont be so stress liaos.. but hor.. please dont jio me to ion anymore.. yesterday just went with jess, zhili and pigpig.. 5th or 6th time le.. qing only went there once which is the day before i went to meet her on monday so its sunday.. lols.. got pictures cannot upload very sian leh.. chou blogger!!! so many problems de.. sat going in malaysia mon then will come back.. i still thought i will miss celebrating my ah ma's birthday.. last year already missed it this year dont want to miss liao.. sure take a lot of pics!! :D anyway its not only my ah ma's still got my third aunt daughter's birthday.. their birthday all fall on singapore's national day but that will also mean that i will miss the national day parade.. D: nvm.. got repeat de.. :D i need sleep!! i so xing tong my phone sia.. drop on my sis bed.. its double deck de btw.. coz i was smsing before i fall asleep.. D:

2009-08-05T11:20:00.001+08:00

need a shoulder.. :'(

2009-08-04T20:49:00.001+08:00

i really sux at java coding.. :(

2009-08-01T18:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday last minute decided to go ion with jess and zhili.. went there to shop shop and also fulfil the bet which i lost to zhili.. drink that one cup of green tea.. ._. so nt nice lo.. hahas.. in the end played the guess the number game with him and he lost.. wahahaha.. next time go will be his turn to drink another cup.. wahaha.. if i know earlier the night before when playing reversi i should have bet with him also lo.. hahas.. im now alone at home rushing my coding.. going to finish i THINK.. left the update, delete button and some other minor stuff WHICH i REALLY REALLY need help.. T_T but then.. couldnt find anyone who could help me.. =( last night lost a friend.. which i dont know why didnt try to save it.. its only one small matter only and she say until like i owe her a lot of favours.. i guess i wont regret ba.. 很会记仇的人不值得觉得惋惜吧? things which happen in sec 5 de she can remember until now.. and as usual i cant remember what she helped me.. not that i purposely de or what just that my memory has always been bad.. tmd.. go in ite le character still never change.. @#$%^&*

2009-07-31T01:12:00.005+08:00

dont know why i suddenly feel like blogging.. lol.. chatted with my dii(gan) very long never chat with him le.. but then suddenly feel very... dont know how to say the feeling.. he say i've changed.. really ma? maybe.. coz i also got thought about it myself.. people do change doesnt it? he say that i last time will care more about him de not like now.. maybe because im doing the coding and chatting with him at the same time ba? or im just making excuses to convince myself that i have not changed at all.. i dont know.. do my coding until sian liao.. trying to complete it as soon as i can.. but things doesnt seem to go it my way.. as in.. the plans to do them.. surely something will crop up de.. i dont know why.. haix.. maybe i've really changed because of someone ba.. or the environment im in? he hasnt changed a bit.. maybe i should say that i dont know how to become the "me" that he used to know anymore.. i cant go back anymore.. i also wish that i could go back.. =( this kind of life also not for human to continue living.. like what i said to di hui.. if i can cut myself i would have done that long time ago.. if i can jump down the building or whatever method to die.. i would also have done that long long long long long long time ago.. what to expect from life? i dont know..

i know im disappointing you a lot.. sometimes things just cant be made right.. sorry for making you worry so much for me.. and thanks for everything.. (:

playing reversi with zhi li now.. damn sian la.. =x

2009-07-29T17:28:00.000+08:00

went to the ipnet revision lecture and it ended like 4 or 4 plus.. forgot le.. rot so long in school just for this and it ended like 1 hour plus nia.. went to mac there rot and then pigpig later came and join jess and me.. until 3 before heading for lecture.. sian.. dont feel like doing anything.. RAWR.. stupid coding.. ihy!!!!

im too moodless and stressed out.. :(

2009-07-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

suddenly thought about what jess, pigpig and zhili said to me differently of coz.. seems so contradicting.. hahas.. wont tell zhili even though he wanted to know.. hahas.. its a secret of mine ok.. :P codings codings codings.. they are making me crazy.. haix.. T__T i want a short break before handing in the project can? :( impossible of course.. :(

2009-07-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

finally got new phone.. lols.. going to be busy with my codes.. so.. wont blog so often le ba.. so bored.. 3 days without phone is so torturing.. sorry qing.. didnt msg u to say that i couldnt pei you today.. >< forgot to sms u.. haix.. yesterday too tired went to slp at 9 and fall asleep not too long.. lol.. dont know what to do~..

2009-07-19T16:10:00.004+08:00

today is really my lucky day sia.. hahas.. play be my lover and got 1.31m with 30 perf combo x7.. LOL.. yesterday went compass point want change to student plan but then.. got some problems.. so gonna postpone it till tomorrow or when ba.. here's the screenshot..

2009-07-16T22:46:00.003+08:00

eating my ice cream and updating my blog.. hahas.. anyway today something happen on the bus make me feel so damn paiseh.. lols.. the woman(40 plus) who i sat beside today started crying after i sat down beside her not long.. i was like.. did i hear wrongly?! then the pair of mother and daughter started to look towards my direction and when i finally hear her sobbing i realise she really is crying.. she keep saying 爸爸爸爸不要.. =.= i swear that's the first time i wanted to reach the school so soon siol.. my god.. she was still crying after i got off the bus.. those seating around me n her de kept looking at her lo.. so paiseh siol.. .____. tomorrow got dbms mock quiz.. sian..

不要太信任我放心我我会怕或许是我给你的自由太多了又或许是你不够关心我吧最近的梦让我好害怕不想告诉你是害怕事情是真的吗？还是不想让你担心？我不知道你应该也不会看到这些话吧在你面前的我应该是怎样的？做真实的我吗？你恐怕会受不了吧？

im afraid of losing myself in my complicated feelings..

2009-07-14T14:11:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Jun!!! so "heng" arh you.. birthday actually fall sick.. confirm chop chop nobody will be the same as you.. hahas.. seriously unbelievable.. anyway now having break.. too bored so come post something.. hahas.. later is sleeping lesson for 3 hours.. hahas.. then only can go home.. this morning nan de went back play one round of audi.. and there's actually people pming me siol.. lvl 52 de world star.. lols.. saw him playing audi before with his previous couple and i think their ring level also quite high.. but now break le.. audi is having more and more pro playing noob acc.. =.= see le also sian man.. no mood play de lor.. maple im also getting sian.. i only play back becoz of the knight job.. its quite easy to train la.. but im also bo lui one.. haix.. playing games like maple de i cmi siol.. at least audi my skills still can say above average abit before i stop playing.. this morning play.. i feel like.. my skills are kns siol.. LOL.. but anyway.. maybe my knight character play until 2nd job then start play back audi.. or maybe start playing audi and maple together ba.. will see how.. so tired siol.. i wonder when im going to ko again.. hahas.. but never mind.. like that got more excuses to slack.. but still i will try not to.. (:

its also becoming a habit for me..(:

2009-07-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

today went suntec with family for the health thingy event.. the ice cream there was damn nice siol.. the chocolate flavour eat le you will still have the taste in your mouth for some time.. not much to see there all health products.. nestle products' the most.. tomorrow back to school le..

2009-07-11T16:11:00.002+08:00

first week of school just pass like that.. waiting for harry potter movie and haunting in connection to watch.. hahas.. next next week then got quiz.. next week i think also have quiz ba..

why cant you just leave me alone..

2009-07-06T14:18:00.002+08:00

finally can go back school for lessons.. ask me do elearning another week i will die man.. hahas.. last night rain until the weather so cooling.. so nice siol.. 10.30 jiu go sleep le.. actually wanted to wake up at about 6 to study for quiz.. but in the end.. couldnt make it.. 7.35 then wake up then wash up read through only then grab a bread and off to school.. lols.. quiz still ok ba.. i still thought can postpone.. hahas.. oh well.. nvm.. its over le.. this week left vb quiz on thurs..

changing my mind about some things.. maybe i was wrong.. haix..

2009-07-01T09:29:00.002+08:00

yesterday went out with pigpig suppose to meet at the library at 12 but he was late an hour.. reach home around 7.. 7.30 went out again with family find xu ye ye., lols.. he so cute lor yesterday night.. hahas.. the way he sing the song.. so fun.. vb codes i do until luan qi ba cao.. hahas.. =x so bored staying at home.. this 3 days cant go out le.. need to online in the afternoons.. =.= it would be better if we only need to online either in the morning or night.. then afternoon can go out for a while or what.. haix.. anyway go out also dont know where to go.. lols..